Bad Blogger

I have been a very bad blogger but I think that I have good reason: I'm working 65+ hours a week. This is the last week of tax season and I took the week off from the SO so I would have some down time. My life is getting to be one drama after another and I don't know if I can handle much more.

I have to say that I am an emotional mess and if I wasn't almost 36 years old I'd go running back to my Mommy! My mother-in-law is a psychotic pain in the ass and if she doesn't keep her meddling out of my marriage I think I will explode with all the thoughts I keep to myself. She wanted us to take Kris and now she wants to tell us how to raise him. She should've kept him I guess than, huh? And no, the sorry parents haven't helped a bit! Danny, Kris's Dad, came into town last week, was here from Saturday evening to Tuesday morning and spent all of 30 mins with him. How is a 6 1/2 year old supposed to react to that? We, the lucky care givers, get to feel the back lash which causes even for hatred for Danny and Barbie.

I'm worried about Joe and I'm worried about me. I don't think our mental health can handle much more stress from this situation. Physically we are both also a mess; I'm gaining weight and Joe is losing it. (Why can't that be is reverse? :-) )

I have great hopes that when my second job is done and Kris starts seeing a therapist that maybe things will change some around here. We are also going to speak to a lawyer next week to see if we can get anything court ordered so that we may get the child support or foster care money or something to gives us some relief.

Keep us in your prayers!