Meltdown

I had my first real meltdown only hours ago. I'm readily admitting that I am overwhelmed and so very afraid that this will not turn out well. I still have a ton of people that haven't RSVP and I have a bunch of people I'd like there, not going to be there. All the girls I grew up with in NY that were going to come aren't. To be honest the only one that contacted my is Amy and I totally understand why she won't be here. I really didn't think they'd come but when I went home to NY in June, they all said they were and I was thrilled! The most exciting thing about this whole upcoming weekend is my Grandma coming and an old drinking buddy, Mark, and his wife, Anita, will be here. I am extrememly excited about them being here!

I flet like I did a little bit of everything today, not just concentrating on one thing at a time. I did laundry, cleaned the kithchen/living room, finished the centerpeices (Casey - it was much easier doing them with you than Marcus!), stamped more pages for the favors, cut Joe's hair, did a little yard work and finally sat down at 9pm. Is the whole week going to be like this??!?!?!?