Settling Down

2 nights ago I have slept the best I have in the past 2 weeks. Could it be because my Mom, Belinda and I finally set a time line for the wedding and agreed to the final menu? I'm feeling a little more relaxed about the whole planning process. I feel that the only thing that will really change in my life is my last name. Things are starting to fall in place. Oh, don't worry I'm really not that calm; we still don't have a marriage license yet, I haven't decided on what song to have our first dance to. Thanks to Casey (who I miss a ton) and Shawn, I have decided on the father/daughter dance song: "Daddy's Hands" although "Cat Scratch Fever" was a close second!!! Luckily Marcus outfit still fits and even thought I will not make the diet goal I set for myself, I haven't gained any weight so the dress should still fit!! Although is settling down just fine (for now!!).